因為生病所以才開始養魚 - 水族
By Enid
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分享一下養魚的心路歷程,手機排版↓
去年被診斷憂鬱症,原本的鬱期控制好後,躁期就開始了,診斷被改成躁鬱症。
鬱期的狀況很糟,覺得自己什麼都不會,就是個廢人。因緣際會之下家人帶回幾隻孔雀魚,
因為小時候養過,所以算是做自己熟悉的事,當時是一生懸命的在養魚,因為這幾張小嘴需
要我,所以覺得只要我有餵魚,就不全然是個垃圾。雖然不乏看著魚缸掉眼淚的時候,坐在
魚缸旁邊看魚游泳有時也可以讓我平靜下來,不要陷入黑色漩渦裡。
躁期症狀之一是控制力降低。開始躁期以後,明明休息在家沒有生產力,卻在短時間內從一
個小缸變成四個魚缸,不斷的進魚,瘋狂研究水族的知識,上水族/水賣版,三天兩頭就往
水族街跑,不管缸需不需要、能不能用就買一堆配件。當時還被醫生警告所以開始記賬,然
後發現在水族上的支出驚為天人。感謝家人知道這些行為是症狀表現,雖然不支持,但也沒
有反對。
現在的我好多了,已經很久沒有進魚也沒有買水族相關的東西了,維持在孔雀缸、鬥魚缸,
鼠魚缸各一的狀態,各個缸都很穩定,好好的養著大家,好好的看著水草,感謝他們陪我走
過艱難的一年。
其實養魚這件事情說簡單很簡單,說難也確實充滿了學問。只是對我來說沒有難或容易之分
,因為它是救了我一命的事情。
為了養魚,鬱期的我不得不和外界接觸、買飼料、和人說話,想著自己不能死,死了水缸裡
的魚怎麼辦?
為了養魚,躁期的我察覺自己過度消費的行為還有其他種種症狀,跟醫生說了以後才調整治
療方向,更好控制我的精神狀況。
我不會說養魚是我的精神支柱,只不過它確實是我還好好的原因。
感謝最初的那幾隻孔雀魚,感謝大家看完我養魚的心路歷程。
(希望這樣的內容不會被水桶)
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去年被診斷憂鬱症,原本的鬱期控制好後,躁期就開始了,診斷被改成躁鬱症。
鬱期的狀況很糟,覺得自己什麼都不會,就是個廢人。因緣際會之下家人帶回幾隻孔雀魚,
因為小時候養過,所以算是做自己熟悉的事,當時是一生懸命的在養魚,因為這幾張小嘴需
要我,所以覺得只要我有餵魚,就不全然是個垃圾。雖然不乏看著魚缸掉眼淚的時候,坐在
魚缸旁邊看魚游泳有時也可以讓我平靜下來,不要陷入黑色漩渦裡。
躁期症狀之一是控制力降低。開始躁期以後,明明休息在家沒有生產力,卻在短時間內從一
個小缸變成四個魚缸,不斷的進魚,瘋狂研究水族的知識,上水族/水賣版,三天兩頭就往
水族街跑,不管缸需不需要、能不能用就買一堆配件。當時還被醫生警告所以開始記賬,然
後發現在水族上的支出驚為天人。感謝家人知道這些行為是症狀表現,雖然不支持,但也沒
有反對。
現在的我好多了,已經很久沒有進魚也沒有買水族相關的東西了,維持在孔雀缸、鬥魚缸,
鼠魚缸各一的狀態,各個缸都很穩定,好好的養著大家,好好的看著水草,感謝他們陪我走
過艱難的一年。
其實養魚這件事情說簡單很簡單,說難也確實充滿了學問。只是對我來說沒有難或容易之分
,因為它是救了我一命的事情。
為了養魚,鬱期的我不得不和外界接觸、買飼料、和人說話,想著自己不能死,死了水缸裡
的魚怎麼辦?
為了養魚,躁期的我察覺自己過度消費的行為還有其他種種症狀,跟醫生說了以後才調整治
療方向,更好控制我的精神狀況。
我不會說養魚是我的精神支柱,只不過它確實是我還好好的原因。
感謝最初的那幾隻孔雀魚,感謝大家看完我養魚的心路歷程。
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